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| Wednesday, March 12th, 2003 | | 7:49 pm |
| | 7:46 pm |
k so i'm confused...i remember bein at caitlin's house in the summer and cruisin around live journal lookin at all the hot boys in chicago...so whenever i try to do that on here i can't! why?!? it says that i'm not that type of user. dude, why must we discriminate? we're all the same...gimmie a chance. i'll be good....i just wanna see the cute boys! so today i had work at bennigans, and i did togo, and i was super duper busy. it was kinda fun tho. then i went out with domenichi and we went to a comic book store and then up north to buy stuff for sean's birthday. i got home 2 new comics and a new pair of converse...i wanted to buy him pumas (freshgeareverydayoftheweek) but they were kinda expensive, and i didnt know if he would like em or not. so i went with what i knew he liked. i'm so sick of him in those skate shoes i could puke. all of those shoes look like giant marshmellows. i mean marshmellows are cool when it comes to hot chocolate and maybe easter time peeps, but not cool for foot wear. so me and domenichi leave and we go lookin in all those yummy shoe stores on belmont. i'm lookin around and a boy comes up to me and he's like how you doin today? and i'm like i'm good how are you? and then i look up, and its dave, i think...dave from the metro. so then i got all nervous and domenichi said he was lookin at me like he knew me and then i was like lets go and dom was like why, you didnt even look at all the shoes all loud about it. i was just like..shhhh. lets go. dave did look super hot tho. if it was him, which i think it was, he looked damn good. so i dont have his number anymore, but i sure wish i did. i emailed him at what i think his email addy was. does anyone remember? oh well i'm tired, and my feet are freezing. i think i'll go read in my bed, with my bear....<3 oh yeah...i'm kinda nervous because i cant afford my carpayment this month...eek BUT i got a new job, as a server!!!! at burbon street! so i'll be makin alot of money...so i can pay my bills now! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Current Mood:  pleased | | Tuesday, March 4th, 2003 | | 4:47 pm |
josh said he loved me and then proposed.
k. so tonight is anniversary...and since none of you ho's are gonna go...i found somebody other gurls...yeah, thats right, yer replacements! in yer face. so i have today and tomorrow off...i need the money, but who's gonna complain about a day off? i'm excited about josh and i day dream and think that some how he'll remember me and he'll confess his undying love for me and then we'll shag all cool and sometimes he'll call me and sometimes we'll go back to kansas and me and adrianne will get along....sorry. i know i'm crazy. and another thing...i got into a fight with some cunt at a party last night. if you gurls where there i know you would have loved every minute of it. so i get to this party at my friend mercedes' house and this gurl who was like tryin to be all emo and shit was givin me hard looks the entire time...she didnt even know anyone there, (she was like a friend of a friend of a friend....)who has the balls for that? so then she's leaving and i'm sitting on the couch and she has my scarf on! so i was like ::wait...my eyes aren't really focusing, is that my scarf?:: so i ask my friend katie if thats my scarf and she says it looks like it...and then my friend kristin goes to see if my scarf is in my jacket's sleeve, and its not...the dumb bitch took my scarf! so then katie gets up and is like uh thats my scarf and takes it away and the gurl was like oh i'm sorry, i thought this was mine...please. so her and her friend go lookin for her scarf...and i went to go find mercedes to tell her and the gurl and her friend are in the room tellin everyone how i stole her hundred dollar scarf from italy. psh! i fuckin hate rich bitches from elgin or joliet or wherever the fuck shes from...so i was like excuse me? you know this isnt yers...you tried to take it and now you look like a fool...and her friend is like i'll kick yer ass bitch. you dont steal from my friend...so we went at it and people were actually holding us back. things like this never happen to me...infact i laugh at gurls like this...anyways so they kick the gurl out and shes like banging on the door out in the hall way sayin she wants to kick my ass and everyone else's...lauren goes out there and the drunk turkey is like bitch, my dad own's yer country. hahahahahahahahahahahaha.....what? rich gurls who think they can do whatever they want because they've been spoiled their whole lives make me laugh...she just started embarassing herself until the cops were called and she left. hows that for takin a bite outta crime? | | Sunday, February 23rd, 2003 | | 10:18 pm |
i was in the zone.
hmmm...so i'm freezing. i'm just in that comfy mood where you layer up and lay around. today was my day off but i actually ended up working. i had a 3 o'clock meeting at bennigans and then i waited around for my tip share...i was supposed to shack up with kevin foote and i kinda changed my mind all of a sudden and didnt want to...so i asked around and picked up a shift so i had a good excuse...i do need the money! i'm so broke....but we'll get back to that. anyways, kevin was there and he waited around for me and then i ditched him. i do feel bad, but i just didnt feel like it. i'm not sure why. so about me being broke...my bank account is negative money today, negative! my checks cleared and tcf put them through even tho i did not have enough money...they said i was a prefered customer or something...and now i'm negative $58. with the kind of day i had, you'd think i would be in a mega bitchy mode. i had a pretty embarassing incident on the train today. i was waiting for the train, freezing my ass off...finally the train comes and i hurry on to the train and into the heat. not looking where i was i plop down and theres no seat there! i fell flat on my ass and splashed coffee everywhere. this old man looked at me like i was crazy and these 2 young guys only saw the aftermath but still i think they though i was slow...oh yeah and my zipper had just broke so my coat was all lopsided and stuck like that...yeah who's cool?! ummmmm...more importantly...who is comin with me to anniversary? i'm in for mates of state laura. road trip style. <3 rose Current Mood:  cold | | Saturday, February 22nd, 2003 | | 12:20 am |
can't get rid of the other one!
ohhhh guess who's all computer smart tonight! i've got my super powers back and now i'm in control. since i haven't written in a long time you'd think i would have a lot to say, but i don't. today i slept the entire day. i woke up at 3...thats more than 12 hours of sleep for me. who's a bum?? me! sean spent the night and that was nice. i like our uncertain status....kinda iffy but still gettin busy. its nice to have the freedom and crushes that i now have, but comfy to have him to hold. i miss the kid. lets see what else.... i didn't even leave the house today, i had plans but ditched out on em just because i felt so drained from sleeping all day. to make matters worse, i did nothing productive. no reading, no drawing, no cleaning, NOTHING. i did take a shower and do my nails tho. i guess thats better than nothing. i wonder if any of you will even notice this is updated. guess we'll hafta see. speak to you later. <3 roze | | Saturday, February 15th, 2003 | | 1:55 am |
my funny valentine.
who is stickyhands? it says maggie...i just can't think of a maggie and i feel like a prick about it. will someone fill me in? today i wore pretty pink undies and a matching pink top with rad frilly things. i love my new victoria secrets card. i worked 9 hours today and then i went out with sean...i thought that'd we'd get to spend more time together but we only had a few hours. we got chinese food and watched a memphis belle. it was decent. we shagged on the floor and he snuck out. it was a nice night over all. definately time for bed because i have work at 7:30. night my darlings....<3 roze Current Mood:  drained | | Monday, June 3rd, 2002 | | 11:02 pm |
| | Friday, May 24th, 2002 | | 12:48 am |
so i promised i'd write
all of my senses say its going to pour. this would most likely mean easy sleepin for me. but its the opposite right now. i can't sleep...theres no one online to talk to either. oh well. i bet yer thinking 'why doesnt she pick up a book?' well...good point. but i dont feel like it right now. right now i feel like complaining. so thats what i'll do. so i had a wonderful time when kristen was here...for about the first couple of hours. dont get me wrong, i love spending time with her. shes one of those people who never gets on my nerves. anyways, she brought her friend daniel who took it upon himself to grab me, flirt, demand things, get in my face (literally...with bad breath), and make himself quite at home. i could careless if anyone of my friends came in my house, went into the frige, and grabbed whatever they wanted, but when he did it it was beyond annoying. he started off with all his habits (including picking at zits on his face quite openly infront of everyone then wipping the contense of them in a hidden place in my car and also making this horrible clicking noise with his nasty, dirty, fingernails) and i tried so nicely to either ignore them or politely show him they were bothering me. this did not work. then....when i would make it known that what he was doing was pissing me off he completely did not comprehend. he would think just the opposite and think i was joking, therefore, do it more! grrrrrrrr. he told kristen he had feelings for me and then wouldn't shower for 3 days. news flash boys! if yer after a gurl who already has a boyfriend and your trying to make a good impression....atleast shower and brush your fucking teeth! so i put up with all this shit till they left and for the most part i think that he spoiled my time with my dear friend kristen. then he gets back home and has the nerve to write me a bitchy email stating how i was so rude and horrible to him. i'm sorry if he expected me to make out with him. its not going to happen. so get this...he has this other gurl he likes and he tells her that if she comes with him to chicago, he knows a free place they can stay. so he hates me, but is willing to use me for free housing and free food. he admitingly told all of this to kristen. what a joke. enough of that. i'm really nervous about my cell phone bill. actually about all of my bills. i'm not used to getting paid bi-weekly and i have a whole week to go before i get paid. this leaves me with only 100 bucks that i can't spend and 2 credit card bills to be paid by the 4th. those arent so bad because they only total like 40 bucks together i think...but 40 bucks is 40 bucks. i'm still waiting for my tax retrun to come back and hopefully it will soon so that money can help me out. i was planning on getting another tattoo on my back with that money, but i dont think thats gonna happen now. i need another job. well i'm sure whoever reads this, if anyone, will be completely amazed by the length. i'm going to try to sleep more now. goodnight. <3 rose | | Sunday, May 19th, 2002 | | 9:14 pm |
i'm thrilled
i just found out that i can go to the anniversary show. i'm so happy. i also got the sweetest email from mara, and things seem to kinda be getting better between sean and i. well not better, but we talked about us instead of yelled and it seemed like there was some progress. i also am having a dilema which i can not talk about at this current moment, but i definately will explain tomorrow or the next day. today i went to the museum of contemporary art and then to white castles. it was nice. my nose ring also seems to be healing and i dont have work till weds! i am looking forward to relaxing by myself tomorrow and i can't wait to see sean and just stop missing him. i think that that is alot of our problem, well atleast it is with me. i miss him and i get like bitter towards him and then we get into an arguement. a certain person here is getting on my nerves. i think laura rupp knows who i'm talking about! its hard to not be mean to this person and i'm getting to the point that i'm so annoyed by this person that i'm being rude....the person still doesnt care. they keep touching/flirting/getting in my face. i hate this. i hope that this will stop....<3 rose | | Saturday, May 18th, 2002 | | 12:40 am |
i guess i should update this now
hi. i'm tired. i hate boys. i really do. i really have nothing more to say except that. i feel frustrated and annoyed. why doesnt he love me? | | Sunday, May 12th, 2002 | | 7:43 pm |
someone smashed up yer trash cans pretty good.
its been a while since i've written i know. it's because i'm boring. i have nothing to say. oh wait i just thought of something to complain about! yesterday, while walking in the rain in my flip flops, i developed a painful blister on the bottom of my foot. ow | | Monday, April 22nd, 2002 | | 3:25 am |
pillow talk.
hmmm...nothing much to say really. i slept till 2:30 today cuz i was so pooped from last night. the metro was so fun. duvall and ultimate fake book were great...there were also added nice things. we won't get into that. whenever i'm with the gurls its always a good time. inventory at work sucked and tomorrow new releases will suck as well. i can't wait till friday because its the only day i can just relax...also pay day....money is good. i am broke. i'mgonna go find something to snack on....sorry this is really boring. | | Friday, April 19th, 2002 | | 1:39 pm |
no thanks.
hmmmm...laura says i should write in this thingy...so i will. i mean that was the point. i actually forgot all about it. i needed the reminder. today is pretty boring. i'm sitting around waiting for sean to call because he's working his new job. our schedules are so conflicting lately and its aggravating to me because i miss the little shit. i shoulda gone to chinatown with the gurls today. its the perfect day for it..but i guess that would involve me getting up semi-early and 12 is kinda too late. thats ok tho because we'll have tomorrow to spend with each other and with duvall! yay! i can't wait to see em...my nose ring seems to be infected again. its annoying to me. the thing heals and the next day its all fubar again. i've got aspirin on it now and it seems to be helping a little bit but i think i need to put the ring in it to let it fully heal. i dont like the ring in my nose tho. i look stupid. enough of that. i have alot of cleaning and re-doing of the room. i should start that now...also i smell and that needs to be taken care of. thats that. | | Friday, April 5th, 2002 | | 12:30 am |
| | Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002 | | 2:58 am |
grrrr.
my first entry and i'm pissed off. i'm sure that'll be the case with most of these things....the boy hates me and sometimes i wonder why we're even together. thats the last i'll mention of him because i'm not supposed to talk of the boy. anyways i'm sick and tired and i'm going to bed now. <3 rose | | Thursday, January 31st, 2002 | | 5:00 pm |
too much to do.
sigh. i have so much homework...a short paper, maps, stuff to read...etc. aslo i'm starting my new job tonight. this blows. i'm hungry and i hafta go now. i'm probably gonna be up till 3 trying to get this stuff done. i hafta run. <3 | | Wednesday, January 30th, 2002 | | 6:19 am |
today is going to be the worst ever.
doesn't the subject explain it all? i have skool and work all day and then...then i can come home and get some sleep. tuesdays and thursdays bit the weenie hardcore. | | Tuesday, January 29th, 2002 | | 11:48 pm |
what a beautiful blue moon...
well i always forget about this thing...maybe because its gay! i think that if i were to remember and get in the swing of things then i'd like it. as of now, its a boner. boner is my new favorite word...when i call sean a boner, he calls me a cervix. its not really the opposite of boner, but i think we all get the point. today i went to the fireside and i did not really have that great of a time...the music was too hard/punk for my taste and i wore my new rocketdogs. now, while i looked quite stylish, they were very painful. ouch. yesterday i went to the fireside to see the owls and that whole show was great! actually the whole sunday was great! i had work for a little bit and then i left early and went out to dinner with sean and then we went to the fireside. the guy in the owls was a total prick. he made fun of basically everyone in the audience and then when the people weren't really into dancing to his music, because he made them sad, he got all pissy and acted like an even bigger ass. i also heard from that boy dave...but then today his little note was a bit off the wall. not the whole note idea, but the content was. mmmmm....maybe he just likes breakfast foods like me. what do you think? did you ever see that commercial for the lavalife.com dating service? i don't really enjoy the commercial too much, but the music in the background is charmning and i wish i knew who sang it so that i could download it and play it when i'm getting dressed. there are certain things that are so much fun to listen to when yer getting ready to go out. you dance in yer underwear and shake yer money maker and no body knows but you. i'm starving and i'm gonna fix that. i'm outtie. <3 rose |
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